Miscarried on Sunday night
At home
In the bathroom
Couldn't stop bleeding
Transported to ER via ambulance
Blood pressure 82 over 60
Pulse 120
At the hospital I was given fluids
They did an ultrasound to make sure labor was effective
It was
Home now
Trying to recover
The whole thing is so strange
Terrible
Horrifying
Wrong
Wept during the miscarriage
Haven't cried much since
Wondering when the tears will flow
Not sure I want them to
What if they never stop
Hugging my two living children tighter
Cherishing them more
Longing for heaven
10 years ago
4 comments:
Super big hugs and lots of prayers of peace and comfort. Much love from one mama to another. My heart breaks for you, with all sincerity.
I am so glad you have written all this down! I've been thinking about you constantly and wondering all these things. Love and hugs to you!
Praying for you sweet girl!
So very, very sorry for your loss. My heart hurts for you. Sending you a hug and prayers!
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